My mind cycles

Will he ever touch me again?
No, he said I am his friend, he isn’t making plans with anyone.
I just want him to touch me.
Why should I let him touch me?
He doesn’t want me.
Why am I waiting for him to want me enough to commit?
Am I not worth more than this?
I just want him.
I am too hyper focused on him.
I smother him when he his around.
Black and white.
I feel mental.
I’ve lost the ground under me.
Can I be alone?
The feelings I experience when he is around are quite like being high.
I just want him to want me.
Will he ever touch me again?

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