Tattoo appreciate. ..
Piercing appreciate. ..
I want to end it all. I want to throw my hands up and say I am just ready for the big sleep. I can’t do it anymore and I will never succeed anyway. Surely I will screw it all up anyway and every one will leave or give up on me. Once they know the truth, I am a failure, they will for sure. I am a waist of time and energy.