When I am watching a movie or show and something anxiety provoking is going on, I have to remind myself that I don’t have to fix anything, it’s just a show.
I am getting sick…or just have been sick forever. I have almost a constant cough. Ugh
People are two faced. Liers. No one is real.
I am horny. And lonely. I rarely shave now…I have NO prospects, like at all. I don’t even have friends I talk deeply about things with.
I randomly unload things I need to talk about on unsuspecting people.
Things are ok, but I occasionally just want to cry. I think I am morning what I thought would be.
I always give up. I want everyone to do everything for me. I never finish anything. I think that’s one reason why I wait for death regularly.
I want to belong to somebody.