Seems everyday I have a pounding headache. My left shoulder has a kink in it and massage doesn’t help. My guess next stop is a chiropractor. If that doesn’t work I will talk to the doc about my meds. I know it is a side affect.
I know I have a lot of friends. I am surrounded by people most of the time. That is how I perfer it but I seem to have am inability to really open my heart anymore. I long for love but have seem to lost the ability to obtain it. I am over flipping through endless pictures, face after face swiping left & right and only chatting for a day or so before losting intereste. Or more likely making an excuse why I don’t pursue an individual.
Life has become mundane. Same routine, same people. I need something to spark fire. Something to drive excitement back into my soul. It’s been so long since I’ve been touched. Too long since I’ve know I was alive. I want adventure. I want passion. I want love again.
Please stop hunting my heart. Release me of your spell. This distance, this dissolution, promises to end be the of me.