I’ve been watching Grey’s anatomy and there have been a couple episodes where someone is having a complete break down and another character will climb in the shower with them to comfort them.
Flashes of you Climbing in with me. I was broken and you were there. I know you are broken too. I know right now you need someone in the shower with you. And I have thought to reach out but thought it wasn’t appropriate.
I started this blog and never posted it, then you reached out to me.
For a second I thought, not to reply. But I wanted to. I needed too. I want closer and I want you in my life. Believe it scares the hell out of me. I fear weakness and I fear the split, of which is always there, just in quiter voices.
Please, when we do meet face to face again, tread lightly. And never try to initiate anything romantically. I am more than willing to be your friend but I could never open myself up to that vulnerability again. I ask you this because I know you are stronger than me. I need you to hold the boundaries.