What I am about to do is for me, not you. Although I know you need it too.
What I am about to do, I haven’t done in so long. Like riding a bike you say, but I don’t think it will be the same.
What I am about to do, is to remind myself that I deserve the touch of another human. I deserve affection.
What I am about to do is save my soul from drying up and withering away. From locking up and never opening up again.
I am here to take my key back. To open my heart back up. To find what it feels like again. To be open.