Have you ever felt like the exact thing someone was telling you, is the opposite of what they were telling you?
Been asked by many to hangout but desired by none?
Feel so alone among many?
I have and do. I use to feel so desired and I don’t anymore. And I can’t figure out if it’s my pushing people away or the pure fact that I am ugly inside and out.
The last lady I talked to bailed because I communicated concerns I had about a few things I saw as red flags. And I was relieved.
Yet I still yern to be desired. And know I am not.